They said, don’t make promises when you are happy, and don’t make decisions when you are angry. What about when we are sad? When we are in tears? Because I think it’s when we are sad that we think the most truthfully to ourselves. Humans have too much emotion, and to think of love during all of the emotion are felt, is the best of all. Because love can never go wrong. With love comes forgiveness, with love comes peace, with love comes unity and reconciliation, and with love comes greater love.

Love me when I’m at my worst, because that is when I need you the most. Have confidence in me whatever we go through, because I wouldn’t have stayed this long if it doesn’t mean anything. I am aware of my flaws, imperfections physically or emotionally, and I surely know sometimes I can go crazy, cold and irrational. I realize it all, my mistakes and faults. I apologize for I am someone who is hard to love. 

Love me when I’m at my worst, catch me when I’m falling, because that is what I really need.

It is not your fault, to have loved them. Why must you feel sorry to give love?

It is not your fault, to have believed in them that they will stay. It was their choice, to leave someone who loved them so dearly.

It is not your fault, to have given them the chance. You gave yourself a chance, to love and to be loved. And if you did not receive love in return, it wasn’t your fault too, it’s their inability to give back the love that you deserved.

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Wishful thinking

I wish I could be more straightforward, but not the kind that would hurt people with my words.
I wish I could be more kind, but not the kind that would make people take advantage over me easily.
I wish I could be cheerful all the time, but not the kind that will drain my energy inside.
I wish I could be more patient, for I am the girl who gets upset when my food comes late.
I wish that for every time I want people to be more mature and think rationally, I would be
one too.
I wish I could manage my anger, for the harsh words said can’t be taken back.
I wish I could be more grateful with everything I have, for some people can’t even see how beautiful the world is.
I wish I could be happy, and the ones I love and the ones who love me to be happy too.
I wish I could undo time, to be in someone’s happiest moment a little bit more longer.There are just so many things I wish I could do and become, but there’s only so much a person can be.

Love easily confuses us because it is always in flux between illusion and substance, between memory and wish, between contentment and need.

– Tom Robbins

One day I will just be the scribbled notes in the margin, in that little corner of your book, forgotten. It might be something you jotted down in a rush because it was important; but who remembers a smudge on a notebook? 

Najwa Zebian

  

“You loved having something to give, someone to fix, someone to please”

Najwa Zebian is the new hit! If you haven’t read her poetries already, you can do so by following her on InstagramNajwa Zebian. She is a 25 year old Lebanese Canadian, talented new author. I am 25 years old too, but I can barely do anything amazing. I mean I love writing, reading, baking, traveling; but none of the things that I do now is even related to those. I love and adore people who are good in languages, writings and literature, I have always do. I think they are gifted people who are able to express their feelings on paper, such in a way that can make others feel the same too. Readers can relate, or imagine, because the words are so true, or at   least  it’s something you want to hear  😂 but people who are good with words, sometimes they might be just too good to be true, because after all words can be deceiving, and what are words, if you don’t really mean them when you say them?

Buenas noches ❤️

Love is…

I am pretty sure that you have seen this cute little couples’ stories on the internet. Well I first saw it on Facebook when I thought how cute they are, and last week a good friend of mine gave me the HJ Story Volume 1 as a present! And I can’t help smiling while reading because, it is totally relatable. I mean, if you are in love, or have been in love before, you will at least find one doodle which reasons with your heart ❤

 

How true.. Right?

And there are some doodles which I like, because it just really say out loud what I think:

Let’s grow old together 😉

You can read more about this http://www.hj-story.com !

Will you?

Will you still love me, when I am no longer young?

Will you still love me, when I’m no longer beautiful?

Will you still love me, when wrinkles and scars cover my body?

Will you still smile at me the way you smile now, when I lose my temper and patience?

Will you still miss me, when I’m far away?

Will you still hold my hand, when we’re old and lonely?

Will you still tell me “I love you”, in another lifetime?

  

Sorry

“We always want something we can’t/don’t have, we always fall for someone who doesn’t love us back” I think it’s the nature of human, or human logic, to yearn for things and people we can’t afford. And how funny it is, when we finally get what we wanted, we start taking them for granted. We always take things for granted: job, family, love, friends. Remember when you were struggling after you graduated? Doing part time job, going for interviews just to get one job that would give you monthly income? Your family members were always giving  you encouragements when you failed the interviews one after another. And now that you have a position in an international company, how often do you call home? How often do you tell your mum “I miss you”? And how much time did you spend at your cubicle scrolling your Instagram instead of chasing the deadlines? Weren’t you the one who wanted the job that badly? I am not pointing fingers to anybody, it’s actually all about me.

And how many times that you left your loved ones message unanswered just because you’re busy?

I am sorry.